Do you live or exist when you are on your own?

I am not sure that living on your own is such a good idea? I have been living on my own for a couple of years now after my divorce. The thing is that very few people actually visit my home, and most of the time, it is just the girls from London escorts that visit me. Living on your own may sound tempting when you first come out of a relationship, but you soon get tired out of it. I do feel really lonely at times.

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When is the worst time to live on your own? I am not sure when it is the worse time to live on your own. One thing is for sure, I hate going to bed on my own. At first, I found it very easy to fall asleep but all of that changed. Now it takes me ages to fall asleep and I also feel that I don’t sleep as well. My bedside table is full of novels and I have become an avid reader in bed. It is one of the best way of keeping yourself entertained when you cannot fall asleep.

A couple of the girls from London escorts say that I should make my home a bit cosier. Well, if it only for me what is the point. When the girls from London escorts come around, they often say that something is missing. It is like I exist in this place but do not live here. They could be right. I often feel like that myself when I stand in the kitchen and make myself a coffee. I am rather lost without having another person around.

The only other person that comes in apart from the girls from London escorts, is my house cleaner. Well, the kids visit as well but that is not that often. They are grown up and not very into staying over night. Sometimes my daughter uses my home as her London base when she wants to party. It means that she goes out and comes home in the early hours of the morning. She goes back home the following day, and sometimes we don’t even get the chance to have Sunday dinner together.

Out of all the things that I really miss in my life, it is Sunday dinner. I took one of the girls from London escorts out for Sunday dinner at the Savoy last weekend as I just fancied a roast, but it was not the same. Yes, the company was delightful, but I really miss the fact that the house doesn’t smell of roast dinner. My wife was a brilliant cook and we always had a nice Sunday dinner. It was a special time in my life, and I did not think that I would miss Sunday dinner and all of my creature comforts this much, but I truly do. If I had my time again, I think that I would have worked a little bit harder and tried to keep my marriage together. Now she has got a toy boy and I don’t have any one.

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